Kin Jin Gin

Today I woke up around 9... and got a phone call from the tutor kid's mom that since her son went to a lock in for church, he'll be back around 11 so come around 12... so I went on the 7th train, got off bliss st, walked for 10 min and ... didn't get to tutor cause the kid was asleep. Instead, I got to eat Noguri ramen and apple and gum................
Then I came home, wanting to see my hamsters.... Since Kin was victimized, I seperated the aquarium in 2 sections with kin in one of them and jin and gin in the other..... So imagine my surprise when I took out the "home" on Gin and Jin's side and found jin brutally beat up and bloody ... And the most shocking thing was Jin and Gin were still sleeping next to each other... wtf..
The second fact didn't even go through my mind, because I took both of them and checked for where exactly the injuries were. Jin had one ripped eyelid with the same cut trailing down to his nose.. that seemed chewed and one bloody back leg. Gin... had some blood on him on his underside... but now that I think of it.. it might have been Jin.
I took them together and poured water on them. I know I wasn't supposed to but they both made me angry. Besides I couldn't take jin to a vet.....

I thought pets were supposed to be helpful to the mental health of people.. But all these three hamsters caused me were stress, rude awakenings around 3 am, and stress..
I seperated the three of them in seperate makeshift cages.. but even then, now I'm stressed to buy stuff for them..... I want to blame that kid I tutor for giving me three when i only asked for two and I want to blame him for giving me the males... and then I have to only blame myself for being such a easy pushover with no money to buy a tank bigger than 10 gallon and so on.
Now I have three stupid little burdens.... as I don't want any of them to die.. but I can't afford living spaces for all 3. Stupid animals...